How many times that we gonna have perfect love and perfect live in the same time in our  life?.

Why still some one feeling like want to find some thing new for thier life but some body just satisfied their life with one love? ..

In the past we all had problems about love ,life, thoughts and relationships ..  but when we grow up, love and  life getting better!

This is because the time past or because we had growing up and thinking more about the future ..that make us stop to playing around facing the risk with unseriouse relationship and be stable ourselves with one good love!. 

How about if we have good life good love but we still being a little bit weired deep inside? 

 Is this because it is not what we used to be Or it is because we have to change our life forever when we grow up so we afraid?

It such a very funny when you wake up in the morning find your self 26 years old and know at the first time that you are 26 years old and adult!

And I can tell you one thing! this is not good at all just feeling like wanted to troll out!!!...

Sometimes you just want to turn back time when you can enjoy your life without thinking of duty or responsibilty even sometimes there were a lot of broking up life, shitting love blablabla but still we enjoying it! and we were young we could do any thing!  bad things, funny things bitchy things, partying things.. all of the things that people who was 20-25 years old could do and could have a goddamn fun!..

.but we know we can't do it and we will never ever can do it any more

such a crazy thing when being an adult!!!..

I don't know who will think the same thing like me but i am thinking like this and this is who I am ..

When you go to the club and try to behave as what you did in the past but you are not feeling fun at all just wanted to go home calling your one love[boyfriend] and you know you have responsibilities behind and obsess!!

So just like that you go home and works and be with your family stop going out forever and be a good adult!!!...OMG what a bitchy girl in a previouse of time where she is????.. 

anyway  being a good adult not that bad you have something new come into your life respectability,prosperity and full of stability  there are a little bit different a little bit weired but quite in the good way  ! and somebody just tell me this is perfect!  Haaa!! Maybe!! Ohh really Is it !!

How ever we need more time to a cross the adult things and be apart of it!  Try to be patient of what we are right now and what we will be in the future and let's see what it gonna be .

For me I just hope one day  it is gonna be the day for the amateur adult like me..hahaha

;p..